If you haven’t read the Twilight series yet, don’t read this. Spoilers ahead!

I just finished Eclipse. I’m a huge Blue October fan, so I instantly saw the connection between “Congratulations” and one of the major plots. In the song, someone is getting married. Her never — did I mention I’m a Blue October fan? — is happy for her but sad because he could never give her his heart. The song basically shows the point of view of the guy at the wedding, watching his best friend get married.

This song makes me want to cry as it is. As soon as I realized what was going on and what inspired it — Stephenie Meyer even mentions how Blue October inspired a lot of this particular book — I really wanted to cry.

I’m not sure how long I’m going to last before I break down and buy the book. I’m trying to save money so Mike and I can go to Indianapolis in October, but Breaking Dawn is screaming my name. Then again, so is three days completely alone with my love.

Dammit. I’m gonna have to wait.