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My heart, my pain won’t cover up

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If you haven’t read the Twilight series yet, don’t read this. Spoilers ahead!

I just finished Eclipse. I’m a huge Blue October fan, so I instantly saw the connection between “Congratulations” and one of the major plots. In the song, someone is getting married. Her never — did I mention I’m a Blue October fan? — is happy for her but sad because he could never give her his heart. The song basically shows the point of view of the guy at the wedding, watching his best friend get married.

This song makes me want to cry as it is. As soon as I realized what was going on and what inspired it — Stephenie Meyer even mentions how Blue October inspired a lot of this particular book — I really wanted to cry.

I’m not sure how long I’m going to last before I break down and buy the book. I’m trying to save money so Mike and I can go to Indianapolis in October, but Breaking Dawn is screaming my name. Then again, so is three days completely alone with my love.

Dammit. I’m gonna have to wait.

I’ll cut to the punch line baby

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I’m back to square one. I’ve come full circle. Tonight I’ve realized that I need to change some of the things I’ve been doing. I just don’t know what, or how. I don’t want to hurt anyone. I don’t want to make the wrong decision. I can’t think without it feeling like there’s a hole in my chest.

Girls’ night was canceled tonight. Sandy had to take Kay to the ER. I guess the kids were playing and Tamra accidentally poked her in the eye. Apparently it didn’t look so good. Poor Kay.

So instead I went out and ran errands with my mom and Lauren. We stopped at Blockbuster and I rented Knocked Up and The Other Boleyn Girl. Knocked Up was great. It made me realize I don’t want to have kids for another hundred years. My dad even watched it with us. We had KFC for dinner and it felt like we were a family. Tonight was really nice. Tomorrow we’re going to Lake Compounce. I’m going to have to wear contacts. Blegh. I guess you can’t wear glasses on a coaster.

I’m feeling really good about my decision to go to Southern in the spring. I’m not even worried about the financial aspect of it, because I’m positive I’ll still be able to get the FAFSA and go to school for free. Plus I’ll still get my mom’s health insurance, so if I go utterly crazy anytime soon I won’t have to pay too much for the psychiatric care.

I’m on the third Twilight Saga book, Eclipse. You know, the one I bought by mistake ’cause I thought it was the second one.

I’m between the moon and where you are

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I went to the bookstore around 5 to get the next Twilight Saga book. I got home, cracked it open and was confused. I read a few more pages and was curious, so I turned the book over and discovered I was supposed to get New Moon, not Eclipse. Thirty-something dollars later, I have both and a couple spoilers.

Like the cashier at the bookstore said, at least I didn’t buy the last one.