An internet junkie reaches out

I’m been thinking about how much time I spend blogging, tweeting, being on Facebook, and reading other blogs. I’ve decided to set aside one day a week for all of this. If I did that, I’d have more time to get work done and more time to write, and I wouldn’t feel guilty. The truth is, I feel guilty enough that I don’t read blogs like I used to. I used to read blogs every single day. Now, I’m lucky if I get on every day.

I get awfully distracted during the day. I think, “I need to tweet this!”, or “I need to check Twitter to see if so-and-so replied to me about blahblahblah!”, “Let me check my email real quick!”, or “I need to blog this!” I use these things as a means to procrastinate. I do it without even meaning to. Before I know it, I’ve spent a half hour tweeting, twenty minutes blogging, another twenty minutes reading through Facebook, and another few minutes staring at my screen trying to figure out what I was doing before. I feel guilty that, in the hour or so I spent tweeting, blogging, and on Facebook, I could have been writing, or doing some work.

I’m far from lazy. I do get things done, but I know I could and should be getting more done.

It will be hard, but I need to stop letting these things distract me. I expect I’ll be jumping on now and then anyway, but I want to make Sunday my official “blogging and social time” day. I want to discipline myself not to jump on every few minutes to check something or say something. I want to have the kind of restraint where it can wait. I don’t want to be this attention deficit creature that spends every hour of every day trying to keep up with everything and yet getting distracted like the dog in Up.

This isn’t to say I’m not going to be around at all. I’m just going to try really hard to not be on constantly, every day. So, if you see me on Twitter dicking around, slap my digital hand.

Taking care of business

I’m probably not going to be around much lately, but I am alive and I do have bullets!

  • I have an appointment on Thursday with an advisor at Southern. Andrea in the Academic Advising Center really helped me out. She helped me get reactivated and helped get my $200 tuition deposit transferred to the Fall 2009 semester (long story). She rocks and I love her! If it weren’t for her, I’d probably still be lost somewhere in the SCSU time warp.
  • My graduation party was on Saturday. I have pictures that I need to post. I also need to post pictures of my tattoo, because Sarcastica pointed out that I said I would and never did. (Although, I did post pictures of it right after it got done over at Scars Can Speak!) The point of this particular bullet? Remind me to post said grad party pictures. Because if you don’t, it’ll be another year before you see them. :D
  • Speaking of Letters of Love, I am working on creating a plan for the project. This last year has been amazing, but I’ve kinda just been winging it. I need a solid plan and some long-term goals. I picked up some books at the library today.
  • I also picked up books on how to write a business plan, since my aunt and I are (pretty much fully?) partnered in her business and we need to write one. This is one thing that neither of us know how to do, so I went to the library to edumacate myself. I hadn’t been to the library since 2003, so I had to renew and replace my card, as well as pay a small late fee for a few books from 2003. I felt really good walking out of there with five books. Next time I’m definitely getting some fiction!
  • My mom gave me a dragon tree in my Easter basket. (Yes, my mom still makes me an Easter basket. Jealous?) I planted the seeds and put them in the terrarium, not expecting anything to actually sprout. But:
    (Baby) dragon tree!

    (Baby) dragon tree!

    I took this picture about a week ago. It’s almost grown out of the little pot right now! Actually, I think I need to remove the lid now and transfer it soon after.

  • I scheduled an appointment with a new doctor who is not a specialist of anything for Wednesday. I’m hoping that her fresh eyes and my list of shit wrong with me will get me somewhere.
  • In the midst of all this craziness, I’ve been pretty much ignoring my email. If you’re waiting for a reply, I will be catching up tomorrow. I apologize for the delay, but right now I can only do so much.
  • Other than that, I’m exhausted and I’ll have to come back to this when I have more time and am not so tired!