Is this week over yet?! I’m glad tomorrow is Wednesday and all, but it needs to be Friday. There is a bottle of alcohol with my name on it. (I haven’t yet decided whether that bottle is whiskey or vodka.)
My goal tonight is to get my ass in bed early, but I really wanted to stop in here and say hi. I feel kind of bad that I’ve been paying more attention to Freaking Bookworm lately. (More on that soon! My dreams are coming true!) If you’ll excuse my laziness, here is an update… in bullets!
- I had allergy testing done yesterday. It turns out that the crazy, all-over itching probably has more to do with my cat than the Mystery Autoimmune Disease. I am allergic to everything – including my cat — except dogs. It fucking figures that I’m a cat person and am allergic to cats, and am not a dog person but don’t have a problem with them. I actually had no idea that I was allergic to my baby. The proof is in the weal that is still on my arm. The biggest weals are ragweed and birch tree, though.
- I attempted Jillian Michaels’s 30 Day Shred: Level 1 last night with Sandy, and discovered that it is definitely not for people with joint pain. It’s too fast paced, too intense, and today I am paying the price in all of my muscles and joints. I’m gonna stick to crunches from here on out, and try to go for a walk every day. I’ve been staying away from garbage snacks, though. Apple cinnamon rice cakes are my crack.
- I’m kind of afraid that I can’t hold a full-time job. My symptoms are affecting me more than I thought they would when I signed my contract. The Inflammatory Bowel Syndrome, fatigue, and pain are kicking my ass. Right now I struggle to get through those eight hours, and by the time I get home I’m exhausted. I’ve been putting whatever energy I have left into Freaking Bookworm, and then collapsing into bed. I can absolutely not afford to go to bed at midnight and get up at six in the morning anymore. Today I came home, slathered myself in Icy Hot, popped a Tramadol, and lay in bed reading The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo for hours.
- Sandy is organizing a team for a kidney walk in honor of her little guy, Konner. The name is Team Konner. If you can, please donate to Team Konner. If we are Facebook friends, you can contribute to my fundraising goal, but either way, the donations go to the Kidney Foundation for research. I thank you in advance.
That’s really it, for now. I do have news on the other thing, but basically it’s just a surgery date; we don’t know anything new in terms of how bad it is. I’m still waiting until I know for sure that all of my family members are up to date before I go talking about it on the internet. Thank you all for your understanding and support.
I hope you are all well. I tried to play catchup on Twitter today. I miss you all!
PS: Go check out my Freaking Book Club! We just finished Nana volume 1, and are now reading The Almost Moon by Alice Sebold. It’s free and it’s fun! (At least, I’m having fun!)